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| Well..i've decided...that in the best interest of my sanity...ha...that i must move myself over to lifejournal...
so...i'm over there now...and if you don't have my screename..then you won't be getting the new updates...or..you can leave a comment and i'll send you the new address...if you're THAT compelled to stay up to date with my oh so lovely life...
Xanga has been good for a long long time...
but..like sands in the hour glass...so are the days of our lives...
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| I felt compelled to post, mainly because I haven't in a very very long time. So much has gone on in the little life of mine since the last time i've posted, so i'll only give the highlights and a few other tidbits.
The Madrigal Dinner has come and gone, and thanks goodness for that. The only enjoyable part about the whole show was being around theater people all the time. The show was boring, and i was constantly trying to entertain myself on the stage. University Theater is doing some promising shows next year, and that excites me. 4 musicals is quite a bit, but it's about time they did something like that. The Fall Musical i'm still excited to hear the final choice...because as if now they're still working on the rights for "Sweet Charity." It's so good to be back into the theater mode. Student Government mode was fun, but it certainly isn't as fun as the theater..and somehow...i'm fine with that.
We had auditions for "tick...tick...Boom!" last Sunday. The audition went well, and a lof of us got casted in the show which opens in February. That's about all i'm going to say about that. I've met some amazing people through NCT (North Carolina Theater) though, and fabulous performers who are just incredible for their ages. I won't go into detail about them, but if you've talked to me, you've heard quite a bit about some of them.
As usual, i do have to post about the negativity in the life. I'm just going to flat out say, that i have some just...absolutly dumb ass friends. Like, not just dumb, but dumb and nieve. Oh, but not just dumb and nieve...but who just don't want to take the truth and end whatever it is they need to end. I mean, maybe it's just me, and being in a military family, it becomes easier to cut people off, but shit...if you see that what is happening in your life, or who is making your life miserable, then you need to let them go..and cut them off...stop all this hanging out...being with them...blah blah whatever it is you want to call it. Cause, i hate to be the bearer of bad news, but these people know what they're doing and to vulnerable people, too. ** and Sarah, if you ever read this... this is certainly not directed towards you, dear ** I just don't understand why people can't just bulk up and just...do. Some people, just make me upset...and it's the same ones..over and over and over again...and it's getting to the point where i'm just going to be like "whatever...we can't be friends cause you just aren't getting it...and you keep running back into the traps." It saddens me, somewhat. And THEN...there are the ones who are so confused with themselves that instead of talking about it...they will certainly keep it to themselves. I'll admit...i don't talk about many things, but it's not cause i don't want to, it's cause i don't think it's necissary seeing that there are many people far worse.
you know what i say...snip snip...cut 'em off...
"Cinderella" and "A Christmas Carol" with...J.A.G....this weekend... :) then back in P.A. next weekend....then NEW YORK and some "Wicked" and "Rent"...
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| Because so much is going on...i'm compelled to post...once again, because frankly i'm never good at getting what i want to get out face to face with anyone...and i fear that my temper does get the best of me, in ways that i will no doubt hurt someone in the end (not physically)...
We always talk about true friends...those friends who are there for you no matter what the circumstances. I'm fairly selective about my friends, and you know that from previous posts about friends and aquaintences that comes up at LEAST once a month. I have, in the past month, made some truly remarkable friends that I really don't know what i'd do without...like i would seriously do anything for, despite what they may think, or what they think is warranted. Yes, i'm very protective..and yes i'm very posessive. I think the posessive part has a lot to do with my not wanting to lose people. It seems to me that I always find myself introducing people to people and then losing them to that person in the end. It's a rather depressing process, i'd say. That's where though, you find out who you know you're going to stick around with. While my friends may be, just that, friends...some of them piss me the fuck off...and i can't do anything about it. I can't cut them off, cause it would hurt...I can't be mean to them...cause it would hurt...but i just can't STAND to be around them...and it's eating away at me like little mice on a block of cheese. (and yes.. i did say fuck...when i usually don't). And THEN i've got people who put themselves in these God-awful situations...and then wonder why there I can't handle it...a) cause i can't helo them if they put themselves in the situation b) i don't WANT to put myself in the situation of helping them c) if i DON'T attempt to help them then i will feel EXTRAORDINARILY bad, and i would be a bad bad friend if i let them go through it...oh, i just don't know...i just want to be rid of this nonsense...for real...
I have SERIOUSLY got to take a vacation...but never fear...i'm spending quality time with Sydney's family for Chrismas at Disneyworld...so yay! for that bit of news....oh and Harry Potter comes out TOMORROW night...and yea...*shurg* i'll kinda be there....
back to reality...
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| oh buddy, oh buddy.. will i have a lot to type when the story unfolds....
oh you have no IDEA...it will be...
lest we say.... eventful....
we'll continue to watch and observe.... | | |
| "things just keep getting curiouser and curiouser..." - said Alice
and she is right...
it's the lives we lead, i suppose....
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